Saturday, August 10, 2013

The woman I see.



 
Hi!  
How to start ...? 
Well... I'm fat.  Not plump, not "thick", not chubby. I'm fat.  I hate it. My knees and ankles hurt. I feel uncomfortable in my own body. 
I was doing great for awhile. Working out at the gym. Became vegan. Then my physical problems started. Couldn't work out anymore . Some serious family crisis occurred. Been so depressed. 
  I just don't want this anymore. 
  No more diets. 
  No more recriminations.

Welcome to my journey back...
For now it's about simplifying.
It's about really living a life I feel good about. 
Today I'm on a day off from my job as Presentation Manager at PetSmart. I've worked here 9 years and I really do enjoy it.  Some days are difficult right now due to what happened with my dogs, but some days it really keeps me going.

I did some yard sale shopping today. I live along historical Lincoln Byway and every year they have a 4 day weekend yard sale event all along the byway. Miles and miles of yard sales! Lol!
Some great bargains today! 
A seven dish set of like new Corning ware....$8.
A twin size quilt...$10.
A wheel barrow herb garden...$10.

Now I'm watching a vampire movie.
Simple day. 

We recently moved to a country fixer upper. I love it! Especially my deck/porch!

Relaxation!

Well now it's time to get dressed. Run some errands. 

Back again.
Almost time for bed. An early shift tomorrow.  

DInner was delicious. Corn on the cob, garden tomatoes, zucchini fritters courtesy of mouthwatering vegan recipes. Wow are they good!  Excellent website for vegan cooking!

Tomorrow is a new day.... I'm heading into it with eyes wide open. 

Peace!
 



 


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